Moi in my new dress!

Me in my new dress that I had specially made, two dress makers dropped out but third came through without prejudice…

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I’ve wanted a dress like this for decades and now I finally got one and also additional patterns upscaled to make more dresses 🙂 I feel very happy in this dress as shown in the photo, a job well done.

Photo was taken yesterday evening by my friend Karen, near Edgeworth in Gloucestershire.

Quotes from myself 2009

I written these between April and December of 2009 when my conciousness was relatively undamaged from trauma, stalking, harassment and all out ritual abuse.

The universe was created by love, so with love it should be embraced, instead of evading life; embrace life and love it for it’s worth.

Arrange your charitable actions into patterns of knowledge, if truth, this knowledge will return to you via karma, life after life.

Everyone is a god and goddess, just not realised; an unrealised facet of god, drop prejudice and ignorance, face god and become realised

Forsaken world, you lovingly admire the quality of your chains, realise that you are all bound into slavery by the national debt you service

God retired, became seed within man so man could grow into a god, affirming unconditional love is to be without so one can be with

My path is devotion and surrender, god transcends all knowledge, knowledge is the study of gods creation, not god, but Maya

Intent to ridicule the unknown, alas you find truth revealed, realise right, being wrong, you transcended to my reflection through shame

The one way, is your own way you write with your conduct towards others

H-om-e is where I am welcomed, I go where I am welcome, if I welcomed by n-on-e, i will be with n-on-e.

They made judgement by what they saw with their eyes but that is another illusion, a lie.

Look at me, never be sad because of circumstance, truth and love are forever

Buddhism is like sitting yourself inside a box then waiting for it to disappear

You cannot find god within without first finding god within others

Kindness always touches god through the living, follow the path of kindness, you will surely realise the god direct as within

Transcend ego ,reflect outside from within, received only lies from eyes.

True affirmation is made between you and god, affirmation between others is merely mutual under-standing

People grasping at impermanence; wanting more and more, animated vanity, sacrificed to ego; god reflected off the material world

A world of illusion is not to be judged on appearances, in world of impermanence you are anything but circumstance

Life is to be lived in full but with good measure, forget nothing, deal with it as it comes and pay respect to it’s parting

Mankind is crazed with his own representational image, wishes to fashion everything except the burden of his own ego

Offering is rewarded by blessing, not by the massaging of ego

It’s up to you to prove your doubt wrong, until then it’s to be without to be with

Home is inside us when you realise it in each other

 

Birthday girl *5* today… again!

Thank you so much to my wonderful friend Karen, for being there and caring when nobody else did 🙂

A day trip out in the forest….

As we climbed summit edged onto Gloucestershire surrounding woodland canopy awakened vibrant as sun lowered to rise emerging shadows; darkness enveloped. Between day and night we balanced, rekindled flame, fired warmth from within.

So unused to having kindness in my life did the day feel like a dream.

Birthday Fire

Hergest Owl’s

At the small breeds farm and owl centre in Herefordshire I couldn’t help feeling an overwhelming apathy and sadness, not just at the unfriendly reception at the ticket office but at the sleepless spectacle these nocturnal birds have become in their enclosures; should I have paid the nine pounds entrance fee and took these pictures? would these birds be otherwise dead if I’d of not given money but to whom are we to decree them unworthy of being unable to live naturally, to make an entrance, a return to their natural habitat? but even within this questioning has not my / their own very interest of issue ultimately kept these Owls detained, incarcerated in captivity? This exposure they shun, guiltless yet imprisoned without life; an experience I to have come to know of all to unwell.

Oak, broom and meadowsweet, my namesake…..

Owls are wild creatures they belong in the wild both in life and in death.